2WW driving you crazy---PART 2
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linds99 - October 12

That is awesome angelkitty, even my own doctor...YES...doctor....asked me if I believe in God, I said yes! And she said "Good, because these babies are truly unexplained gifts from God." Keep the faith, your demeanor is very healthy without all the stressing. hey lovemy3, I'll be right behind you in the two week wait. I get my trigger shot tonight, I had 5 mature follicles on the right ovary today! Hooray! one is bound to pop...I had two 22 mm, 1 that was 17 mm and two that were 16 mm. I hope all my praying this month paid off. So let the WAIT BEGIN Ladies!! Good luck to everyone too...July babies here we come!

 

angelkitty - October 12

Linds from the way it sounds this is definitely going to be your month!!!!! I am excited for you!!! How wonderful that your doctor said that...my doc is a Christian too. That is a comforting feeling. I have to laugh at the July baby thing...it would not surprise me if DH and I had a baby in July. July is the busiest month in my family for birthdays...my sis, my nephew, my husband and several close friends. Too funny.

 

lovemy3 - October 12

Lets hope it is all of our months. Tthat would be great. I'm not sure what to think, I am having a lot of EWCM today and cramping and today is cd18 but I though I had ovulated. Who knows. Today at Womens Bible Study we are doing a s tudy by Anne graham lotz and it is all about surrender. He has amazing timing. So let our wait begin! XOXO

 

linds99 - October 12

This lady at our church always says when you have a plaguing problem and its out of our hands, we should just "give it to God." And that is what I am doing too. (I have been giving it to DH for long enough with the mood swings, so I am giving him a break this month and just giving it to God :) Anyway, I want to stay positive and believe my situation is "positive" with 5 follicles, but I can't discount that I had two really nice mature follies last month on right ovary, with one that proved to ovulate, and still I did not get pregnant. So if this cycle for sure doesn't work, I am certain I'll be inquiring about IVF by x-mas and quit wasting precious time with clomid and IUIs. My husband works for our health insurance company as a computer engineer so our benefits cover 4-cycles of IVF if we need it, and with my luck, by the time we need to use it, they will probably stop offering it! I would freak out if that happened. Lovemy3, if in fact you are ovulating today in accordance with the ewcm and the pains, I bet those swimmers were there already and are working their magic right now. Gosh, good luck to you...you are right, it is all about "surender" in a lot of ways.

 

celestia1977 - October 12

Hi all, just reading what's been posted in the past day has given me peace. I'm trying to give everything to God myself. It's hard because I like to be in control of everything, but for some reason, my heart just lifted when I read what you all posted. I feel peaceful. Just FYI - I'm a July baby too :-) Born on the 8th (I'm sure you can guess what year if you look at my name LOL).

 

linds99 - October 12

Hey Celestia, I'm a 76'er...'bout 6 months older than you! I just want to be pregnant before I hit the 3-0 in December! I thought I would have two kids by now, but it didn't work out like that. You know, I feel peace too this cycle, I love the fall, and the impending period of hibernation. Just think, we'll all be going for walks with big fat bellies this spring!!

 

angelkitty - October 12

Celestia I know what you mean about tryin to control everything...oh man do I understand. I did not tell you ladies this but two weeks ago when I realized af was coming (that ugly witch) I just started crying my eyes out. I was so sad. DH called during lunch and was really concerned. he even sent me flowers. The next day my boss came into work (she had been on a mission trip for 2 wks) and was telling me about her trip and I suddenly started crying...uncontrollably. I told her i just needed some peace in my heart about this whole situation. She prayed for me right there in my office. I was kind of low over that weekend and on that Sunday DH and I were walking through the parking lot at church and I just all of a sudden felt so peaceful and content. From that moment on I have given this whole thing over to God and everytime I start thinking about it I just say no, this is not your problem, let God handle it. I am also doing a Bible study right now called Falling in love with Jesus that has helped me realize I need to "let go and let God" so to speak.
Linds I love the fall too. I am in the mountains of NC - near Asheville and it is so beautiful right now...the leaves are changing and hopefully we will get a ton of snow this year. :o)

 

lovemy3 - October 13

Good morning ladies. So, last night because we had already bd in the a.m, we didn't and I wanted to quickly before he left for work, and when I woke up he had already left, so I won't see him till tonight now, yikes. I hope yesterday a.ms are good swimmers-lol. I'm happy we are at least getting peace from this stressful situation. You both have lots of time left, I will be 38 on my b-day. I had my first when i was 26 and had such bad preeclampsia that I wa s told it would be too risky to have more. So for 6 years almost, I was depressed and yet still had the desire for more. that never went away but I was afraid of dying. I found this incredible maternall Illness Clinic and fetal medicine and went for a consult. He said it was doable. I still was so scared due to my first pregnancy. thats when my Chrsitian testimony begins, I ended up getting pregnant on my first month, just wham, done. Did get sick again but not as bad, strill delivered early and another ER c-section but better. then 1 year later still had the desire, stepped out in my faith again, wham, pregnant again first try. Had my last baby 3.5 years ago. I have prayed and prayed about having this baby. So here I am, 37.5, 3 c-sections later and still trying for #4. This will be our 6th month trying. I am concerned about the menopausal symptoms I have as well as having 3 c-sections I think I have a lot of scar tissue. I really think I am suppose to have this baby, and my prayer has always been to remove the desire if I'm not. Maybe its not "time" yet. So we'll just keep trying and see. I had also said when I was 26 and had my first, that I would be done having babies by the time I was 30. I would have told you I would never be trying for a baby at 37, no way. But its incredible, its not all about our timing. Hope you girls have a great weekend XOXO p.s. I live in canada and our leaves are beautiful too, what a blessing to enjoy.

 

angelkitty - October 13

Lovemy3 dh and I went to Banff for our honeymoon ..we stayed at the Fairmont banff Springs....breathtaking area....just pure beauty. Have a great weekend ladies.

 

lovemy3 - October 13

Canada is very beautiful from the Rockies all the way across to the little maritime fishing villages in the East, as well as way up in the North west territories. Banff is definately a sight to see.

 

lovemy3 - October 14

Good morning all, Just waiting it out, time ticks so slowly these 2ww. Have a great day!

 

angelkitty - October 14

Lovemy3 hang in there. I am praying for you.

 

lovemy3 - October 15

Thanks, feeling anxious and grumpy all at once-lol.

 

lovemy3 - October 16

Hello all, I am on CD22, where is everyone at in their cycles now?

 

linds99 - October 16

Hi guys, I'm on CD 17 today, ovulated probably Friday. I hope we all get a darn positive by Halloween! Come on, the suspense is just killing me...

 

angelkitty - October 16

I think I am on cd17...I honestly haven't kept up with it too much this time _ I was way too obsessed with all of it last month and the month before and before and before... :o) When I said I had to give it to God girls I was telling the truth!! I was driving myseld and dh crazy!!! :o) Blessings!!!!!

 

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