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good morning girls. well i wrote a poem last night for all of us and i want to post it but first i wanted to see how everyone was doing. i have a busy day today. i have to go pay bills and i have to take jessies grandma to the doc and go order a camshaft position sensor for jessies dads pickup truck. i also have to go pick one horse u from being bred but thats only like a 20 minute drive. oh yeah girls i am so proud of myself. i could always pull the horse trailer but i have never backed it up. so this weekend i have backed it up into the parking spot i have for it 3 times. it took me a few tries but i am learning. i would always make sure that i parked in a spot that i could make a circle to turn around instead of having to back up so i am so proud of myself. that is a major accomplishment for me. however until i really can do it good i wont back it up in a spot where there are a bunch of cars or anything because i dont want to have to pay to fix someones car..lol..anyway thought that i would share that. now i will post the poem on another reply/ take care all and have a great day.

Good morning. I read the posts until Amy so rudely told our new guest to post elsewhere. Hmmm. Welcome Readyfor#3. ALL are welcome here. No matter what your situation and station even if you are already PG. Believe me you will find us most supporting and these are a great bunch of girls. Amy, I dont know why you decided to post such a remark, if you have a reason kindly state it or find YOURSELF a new thread. We never turned anyone away before, and we wont start now. I will read the rest of the posts and will be back later. Love ya ladies. BTW Katt you MUST watch Apocolypto. UNREAL. A little graphic, Robyn wouldn't let Anthony watch it, but it is a visiual masterpice if you are ok with subtitles. I'll be back with more movie reviews. LOL.

here i am on this table again. waiting for the next procedure to begin. i've had the tests, i've felt the pain. since i'm not pregnant myself i blame. i take the pills like they say to do. shots and needles i've seen a few. they check my eggs to see if they grow. then i wait for a period and pray its a no show. to see a positive test would be great, but there's always that dreaded 2 week wait. i talk to other wonderful ladies. we all have dreams of holding babies. we temp, chart, take ovulation tests, take clomid, shots, and have sex on the days that are best. we laugh, we cry, our stories we share. we try to figure out why our wombs are still bare. what is wrong with us we ask each other. why is it so hard for us to become mothers? we try so hard to understand, but our fertility issues we cant seem to comprehend. a big fat positive is what i want to see. a big fat positive for you and for me. ~JAMIE~

Kathy, please first thing tomorow morning start the May thread so we could leave all this nonsense behind. Love yas.

Jamie, awesome. Nicely said. :)

Robyn good luck today:) HSG, piece of cake.

Jamie that was awesome I got chills. Wonderfully said and wonderfully written. Kathy I agree with Tanya the sooner the better. TANYA thanks for the well wishes i will let you all know in a little while.

Girls this is from Rhonda. Lets pray that she gets better soon. Girls i woke up at 4am in excruciating pain and was vomiting badly,i went to our our local hospital and thru a catscan found a kidney stone the size of my thumb.It is to big to pass and i have to in the hospital today and they will remove it tomorrow morning.But i have to go to a different hospital that is 45min away.They had given me pain med thru a iv and i should have already been on my way to the other hospital but i had to take care of my kids first.My sister is coming to stay all night and watch my kids because Mark has to leave for work at 2:30am.Please pray that it goes well as i am very scared about it.Please keep me in your thoughts and i will post soon as i can,love always Rhonda.

Oh MY Gosh. i hope that Rhonda will be alright. I am so sorry that you are going through this Rhonda and I hope that everything goes smoothly. I know that must be horrible pain and i am sorry that you are having to go through it. That is just terrible. Let us know as soon as you can that everything is alright. TANYA and ROBYN-i was thinking last night about alot of the stuff we go through and i thought this would be cool because although each of us may be doing different procedures or be at different places in our journeys each of us can relate to some aspect of this poem. we have been through alot together and it is hard and each of us deals with it in our own way. me i get really bitchy poor dh sometimes i think that i am too hard on him cause i blow up at things that he has no control over..lol..so lately i have started just writing things down they way i feel and so far it seems to be helping me cope with alot of different things. especially this infertility stuff. i tend to keep things bottled up until i explode and i find that this seems to help. well i am glad that you girls liked it. TANYA- thanks for posting for Rhonda. i hope that everything turns out alright. so how is everyone doing this evening? good i hope. well take care all. ttyl.

Hey girls, sorry I've been MIA. It's so hard to get on during the weekend for me. I can't believe how much has happened since I posted last! Before I go into stuff, I wanted to share something with you all. I know not everyone here is "religious", but I don't think this will be offensive to anyone. Anyway, God has blessed me in so many ways, and I just wanted you ladies to know that I count you as one of my very special blessings! I thank God for your friendship and support (the whole reason for our thread, isn't it?) I know there are rare occasions where we might get into a little tiff, but a true mark of friendship is to be able to go through that and still be friends on the other side. Actually, I think that brings us even closer (not that I'm recommending fighting just to get closer - LOL!!) KATT, yes, of course I've got your back. The funny thing is that even though Robyn was a little mad at us, I know she'd stick up for any of us if anybody said something to us she thought wasn't right! ;o) KATHY, I think you should start the May thread. I'm looking forward to your opener. ROBYN, have you had your hsg yet?? I hope it all goes super smooth. I know they are no fun, but I'm sure you'll do great. JAMIE, that was a very sweet poem - I'm glad you can get out some of your anxiety here. READYFOR#3, what is your name if you don't mind us knowing?? I am doing clomid for the first time right now. I am on 50 mg and am going to do the hcg trigger shot. I had my U/S this morning ***************girls, I have a 19cm follie on the right and 17cm on the left - whoo hoo!! They want me to do the shot tomorrow and bd for 3 days in a row. READY, today is cd12 for me, so I am right on track to O in the next 48 hours. NATASHA, it's always so wonderful to hear from you. I hope all the best for you! TANYA, thanks for the update from Rhonda. RHONDA, get well sweetie! Please let us know as soon as you can how you are doing. AMY, I don't know what to say, but I do believe in the saying "if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all". So I won't say anything now. I hope you will also keep the same advice in mind. Hello to LESLIE, NICOLEB and KELLEY. XXXOOO

oops, I meant mm, not cm... yikes!

I was about to say, them some big ole follies, with them sizes I'd expect quads. LOL!!

Well put to NicoleM about the old saying...nuff said. LOL!

Hey girls! ROBYN_ How did the HSG go? RHONDA_ I hope you are feeling better soon, and we are thinking about you. And as Robyn said, I too talk like a truck driver, or a sailor as I usually say, so speak your mind! :) SLOW_ Loved the poem! It was very well written! NICOLEM_ Congrats about the follies! GL! Well, Steve was off today. We went to see the progress on the building of the new house, and they are moving right along. We keep telling them to slow down because we still need to sell our current home... we can't afford two mortgages. Now he has gone to pick up Tristen from preschool. Maddi is fighting a nap, too busy looking around! It is fine by me, maybe she will sleep tonight, but I know she needs her sleep now. Well, if I don't get back on today, everyone have a great evening, and I look forward to the new post in the morning! :)

No kidding! LOL! Sorry, I missed you in my hellos, ERIN! I'm always afraid of missing people. :o(

RHONDA - omg i hope you are ok sweetie you are completely 100% in my thoughts for a safe and speedy recovery we love you and if you need anything please dont hestitate. ((HUGS)). Hey girls well i am back and drugged up from the HSG it was pain free i dont know why i dont just not drug up before i go but anyway. i have to have hysterscopy there is a minimal amount of scar tissue left over the from the D&E he compared my uterus photos from last year to now and he said that its a minimal amount of tissue he wants to remove but its definitely from the D&E and if we dont remove it it will increase the m/c chance. So he said its our decision but he is highly recomending it so we will do it. He will knock me out and said it will only delay the cycle for a month. i started crying but realize that this is nothing in the scheme of time. Its 4 weeks. So the nurse will call tomorrow will the schedling of the procedure and he said continue the bcps and not start lupron in 3 days they will tell me whats next. So i am a little upset about but i totally realize that why would i want to increase any chance of a m/c when i can do this outpatient and totally increase the chance of no m/c. So its gonna be a little delay but i think it will be worth it though i am crying at this point. Alright gonna keep reading and will be back. You know the fucked up thing about this is now this costs 4 thousand dollars i mean hell I dont mean to be talking this kinda financial shit but well at this point you all know so much about me we spent 57 thousand dollars last year. We could not beleive this. Now Jasons insurance will cover the hospital portion of the 2 thousand for the procedure but now we have to pay out of pocked another 2 thousand and plus today was 1 thousand dollars. I swear to God these places think i just walk out side and pluck from the money tree. I said to Jason maybe we should just take our chances and not do this he said 100% absolutely not gonna happen i dont care about the money its about us having a baby and if we dont do this have god forbid we have a m/c we will never forgive ourselves. So please tell i know its stupid to ask that i am making the right decision and not just taking a chance a risking it without the procedure.