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On an emotional note: Thank you all for being so supportive. I truly do not know what I would do without you. I don't feel so alone. I feel like I have a place to vent, cry, and laugh as I go through this entire process. (I'm emotional right now-- AF?? pg?? who knows??) But- as I sit here typing away I know there are lots of us struggling with this emotional issue and I am just so grateful to have you ladies. In a lot of ways I feel closer to you than some of my best friends (who don't know I'm ttc-- noone does...just you!) Thank You!! I think of you all very often and I am throwing prayers, dust and well wishes to you all. ~~DUST~~

Ok- I am less emotional today. And- I know why. AF showed up this morning. Figures- but the weird part is that my temp was back near the cover line. So- I'm thrown for a loop. Usually I'm way down (almost 97 degrees) This AM I was 97.8). But the cheery news is that my breasts aren't sore anymore. I need something possitive to hang on to...ha!!Well- one more notch in the ttc belt. Month 21 here I come! Have a great day everyone! ~~DUST~~

Dea sorry to hear that the witch showed up. I am glad that you are having a positive outlook. I know me. if this month is a failure i don't know what I am going to do.

dea, iam very sorry the witch showed up. we both had faith for this cycle, and both got dissapointed :( good news is, af came, and now you can get started on the new cycle, without having to wait and wonder. it's torture. i know i don't get onto this site too much, cause of my hectic home life, but i have been following your story as best i can, and iam sorry for what you are going through right now. let's declare this next cycle as our:)

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shout out to cendy, d, erika, cc, and all the newbies:) BFP'S FOR ALL IN 2006!

Ladies, it is me. i just didn't feel like logging in. The BI___ has shown her face and I am in agony. I am still going to go to the drs on monday. They need to figure out what is wrong with me already. My grandmother got had af the whole time she was pregnant with my father and his sister. I need to go lay down. The pain in unbearable.

D: looks like we are in this together! I will be miserable with you. I have had NO spotting/start up. This morning it started right up and I am bleeding much heavier than I ever have. I was starting to think early miscarriage but wouldn't I have more cramping?? Anyone experience this? SHERRY: I'll take you up on that offer! ~~DUST~~

i am confused now. I stopped bleeding 2 hours ago but have some weird cramps, almost pinching burning like. Dea i am not sure on the miscarriage thing. My dr said I had one in October but it was just bad period cramps cause it never attached itself so he really confused me then too. I am so mad right now. I finally stopped crying and dh is on his way home from work to just lay down with me and watch tv.

Hey ladies, just wanted to comment to D. Maybe you're having implantation bleeding? A month before I found out I was preg (but I knew something was up) I got my period and it was heavy the first 2 days then all of a sudden stopped for like 12 hrs and I just spotted the last two days (total of 5 days). I knew that wasn't right because my period never stops in between. The next month I got my BFP. I've also been watching myself like veins popping out of nowhere and feeling nauseated when me and hubby BDed (I know that sounds weird) but I just knew I wasn't myself. I even went to the nurse and she told me that it was the weather (in Alaska) that was causing my body to act wacky. Don't get your hopes down yet. This may not be your month because next month might be for sure! Dea, hang in there. I know how disappointing BFN's are but don't let her stop you from accomplishing your goals : )

thanks Lashunda. i have been thinking that too. cause it never stops. once i start i don't stop until its done. So i am hoping in some way. How are you feeling by the way? haven't heard from you in a while. Hope you are feeling well

Hey D, I'm doing fine. Same ol same ol. I'm starting to feel the baby move but it comes and goes. My hubby's gone for two weeks and I miss him rubbing my stomach (that feels really good : ) ) Did your period start again? Anywho, I'm gonna go for now. Take care!

Lashunda, Yep it is the witch. She really showed her ugly face now. I knew it. I think I have lost all hope and I am going to the drs on monday and telling them they need to figure out what is going on and why my the witch was so late. Glad that you are doing good. Where did dh go? Bet you can't wait for him to get home.

Hello all! How are you all? Dea, I am so sorry your AF came. It is always so flustering to think you feel pregnant and then the AF confirms that you are not. You are in my thoughts. D, I am so sorry about your AF. I know you are dissapointed, but like Lashunda said, don't give up. She didn't and I think her nurse thought she was crazy for thinking she was pregnant and the next month she was. Lashunda, were you father along than they thought? I am wondering if I am because at 5 1/2 weeks my clothes are already starting to get tighter. My AF in Novermber only lasted a couple of days and that is unlike me. I will find out when I go for my 8 weeks checkup. The doc will do an ultrasound then. I am well other than needing to buy materninty clothes early, but I am so tired all the time. Sleep is my favorite past time. Well, I will go for now. I wish you all the best of luck with the upcoming cycles. BABY DUST!

Hey all- I'm in much better spirits today. Thanks for all your well wishes. They certainly do help. DH and I have an appointment in two weeks to get a PCT done. Yeah... Like I'm not unsettled enough going to he gyno. Let's have some sex- leave the evidence behind and let the dr. check it out under the scope!! But DH is being good about it. We both have to leave work early that day. Rush, rush, rush to do the bd and then rush, rush, rush to get to the drs. Boy- testing sucks. But every bit of info helps. After that if we don't learn anything new dh is going back for another sa. That will be a HUGE info getter. LASHUNDA: Glad to see you are still doing well. Wow- that IB sounds interesting. Most women only report "brown wipes". D: Sorry about AF--- hope the dr. has some answers for your on Monday. CENDY: How are you? Clothes tightening already!!??!! Yeah!! Belly bump--- here it comes! My friend was into maternity clothes at 2 months. Of course- she is 4'10" and weighs about 110 lbs. She was so funny. "Yup- down to 4 pairs of pants this month" she would complain. And then she would refuse to buy too many new clothes because she knew that she would need another set in a few weeks and then not at all after the birth. Man- maternity stores have got a good deal going. They know women need the clothes and that they will have to return SOON! Later! ~~DUST~~

Hi! How is everyone? Dea, I am glad that you are in better spirits about your AF. I know it is so hard to hold on to hope when you keep getting BFNs. I know all of your hard work that you and your DH are putting into getting all the testing completed. I commend you for hanging in there. D, how are you today? Lashunda, CC, Sherry and everyone else how are you all today? I am thinking of starting a new thread, what do you all think? BABY DUST!

Hi ladies, I am slowly feeling better, although i think i have now lost hope but maybe i should stop ttc so hard and stop thinking about it. I hope everyone is well.

D and DEA - I'm so sorry that you didn't get your bfp. It took hubby and I 24 mths to conceive our daughter, so it could just be the same for you. I hope so. No news with me, af showed up spotty at first then a few days in got heavy and painful, so hopefully that means things are getting back on track. Should ov around the 30th this mth then we can try for the first time since we lost her in November. Not entirely sure how I feel about that but do defo want to ov 'cos want the choice at least. Anyway! Good luck to all those trying, and glad all you pg ladies are doing so well. xxxx