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Hi, I'm a 35 year old woman who is TTC #1 for the last three years. I am in a deep pit of despair, frustration, sadness, etc. My husband is willing to go to the ends of earth to have our first child and emotionally, I don't know if I can handle it anymore.
When we first started this journey, I believed that everything would be smooth sailing. Not true at all. I was informed almost 4 years ago that I had fibroids; some attached to my cervix and the others within my uterine wall. I underwent two laparascopies and then a myomectomy to remove the two largest ones. After that, I was given 8 cycles of Clomid; no success!! An HSG showed that both my tubes are open and that my uterus is not deformed in any way.
Now, a progesterone deficiency has been identified and my doctor is recommending 4 cycles of letrozole (Femara) and 4 cycles of progesterone. If this does not work, then it's IVF; and that whole procedure scares me to death.
I am already having such a hard time emotionally every month since I blame myself (and only myself) for our inability to conceive even one child. I am angry with my husband since he doesn't have to go through all these invasive procedures but, he wants to try everything!! Of course he would, he doesn't have to go through anything. I'm sorry, I've been holding a lot of anger and frustration and do not mean to bring it out here.
Does anyone have any experiences, specifically positive ones, with this form of treatment that they wish to share with me. I need a boost. Thanks.
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