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Thank you Robyn for coming to apologize. Like I said we are on THIS thread to talk about problems and stuff. I have a problem in peticular that I struggling with that I don't want you guys to know about...I may at some point let you in on it. I dont know!!! I am not worried about you knowing but I am worried that someone I know might ' figure out ' that it is me and then they would know. I am babbling....I will get my nerve up....I will. I am so envious of he girls who can just come out and say...I have been abused or I have a mental disorder....I am not like that I am scared to let too many people in. I know that some people on the thread would reject me too. So no golden rules here just let er rip. hee hee

Shauna, I hope that you will find someone to confide in whether its on this thread or another. Sharing makes all the difference. Sometimes its easier to confide in a stranger. You know what I mean. No strings attached. I hope you'll find your courage. I lost my mom to colon cancer at 9. I was sleeping over a friends house when my dad came to pick me up. He did not say a word and make me walk into a house with a casket in the livingroom. I didnt cry for 10 years. I finally let it rip as you say, during a conversation with a total stranger. It was like a ton of bricks being lifted off of my shoulders. No one should have to go thsough stuff on their own. :)(((hugs Shauna))) ALLEYES, you did not ruin anyones thread. As far as I am concerned you are still welcome on Chapter 3. Now we know about your problem and will know how to deal with it. Got to go, Josh is making me play pacman.

MOMMY2JOSH...That is a really awful way to find out about your mom. My ' thing ' is nothing like that. That's horrible. Thanks for sharing that with us.

mommywannabe it is no problem after i read back at what i wrote i realized that i have a very bad habit of not using punctuation marks and that it all ran together and that it would be easy for you to think that i was pointing you out. i want though and i am sorry for the confussion. shauna you are welcome to talk to me about anything that you want when you get ready to talk. my email is [email protected] if you ever want to talk

shauna i havent found anything with alleyes saying she was a 15 year old. i did however find that after she told the girls she had a m/c she posted a question wanting to know how long before she could start ttc again.

Hi slowpoke...yah saw that too. That is so sad. I think ALLEYES is dealing with it well tho. HEY ALLEYES you there??? How is it going? Well my friend phoned to say she is pg. This friend didnt want kids and neither did dh but thought they would put it in gods hands....god handed her a baby.....Dont know how far along...she left in on my answering machine...she knows I am desperatly trying so she prob didnt want to talk to me directly....I am ok about it tho.

shauna yeah kayla is dealing with it she has posted on most of the sites that she is sorry for everything so i think that she is trying to get everything straight. i hope that she doesnt leave us though. kayla hope you are doing alright. take care girls

SLOWPOKE - ARE YOU NOT GONNA POST ON THE OTHER THREAD ANYMORE ?

no i think that i will wait awhiel before i post especially since there is nothing new going on with me. i dont have any hard feelings against anyone on the other thread. i was just a little hurt about what was said about kayla since you all say that everyone is welcome with open arms, but i am over that. i love you girls like my sisters, and right now i think that it is best if i dont post for awhile. i still read the thread to see what is going on with you all but right now i have nothing new going on and so i will wait until my next cycle starts before i post again..i will come back when my cycle starts

Hi girls ... just thought that you should see this in case you hadn't ... another chapter in the AllEyes saga ...

Name: myheromyman
Title of Question: this is who i am
Question: i am TOGIRL and im sorry i have been messing with you all it was in good fun i will stop im glad you like my joke post i had going and i am tired of TTC and was just bored and i was also alleyes im sorry i made you mad but lets put it in the past and i will only post under TOGIRL from now on ?

I know alot of you gave her the benefit of the doubt, and that's really nice of you, but how can you ever be sure that she's telling the truth ... everytime I see a post with a bit of bad grammar, I think it's her pretending to be someone else. Call me naive, but she has taken away alot of my trust for some other women on this forum.

Again, Thank you Kelley. I don't know what the hell is going on but it makes me ill. I don't know if it is mpd or just a big jerk. Either way I hope it will come to an end. It would be unfortunate if we disbanded because of a few posts gone wrong. I miss all of my beautiful friends.

Weird stuff going on. Kelley and Kathy why dont you come back to us, we miss you.

Hi ladies, I kind of thought that was the case when I saw togirls post but decided to stay out of it this time. I just will continue to ignore any strange posts. It's such a shame that this is going on. I really hope you all come back. We miss you and all of your wisdom!

now i feel like an idiot taking up for someone who was just bored and wanted to play a few jokes on people. i really do think that kayla has a mental disorder though because of the way that she talks and that is sad. especially when she is using it to hurt and make fun of others. if she doesnt have a mental problem then she is a really sick person, and i dont think that anyone in their right mind would cause so much drama and trouble for everyone. i am sorry to you all for what i have said to you and i will not be taking up for anyone else on here anymore

Hi all. Well the drama continues eh? Well if anybody knows where that post is I would like to take a look. Whether she has mps or not she does have an illness....I just want to talk to her....Even if she just wants to talk about the weather. lol. That is why I started this thread...say what you want (within reason) and dont argue on the thread. If you dont want to talk about it....dont. I am glad that so many are looking into the posts and adding about Alleyes and her illness....everybody needs somebody. I want to be her somebody.

shauna i dont think that alleyes will be back on anytime soon. since the thread that she was starting were poortasted her ip address has been banned so unless she goest to another location she will not be back on here