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First off I wanna thank y'all for wishing me well. Second, I wanna apologise to anyone I missed in my previous posts as I did read everything! Third, this may be long as I have a story to tell...Yesterday was the day from HELL for me! I got outta the house at 445am and went to my NH which had like 37 pts to stick! UGH, so I went about my business with my "I'm on a mission" attitude - then I missed a vein! The am went rolling down the hill Fast! I have a psc (pt service center) I watch from 8am to noon and It was 745 - I have 8 draws left, do I stay and finish or leave to get psc on time? I left and got into a world of crap with sprvsr, nh & owner of company. They said I had to back and get the draws "today" Ok so I had PT (phys therapy) at 130, I bumped it to 1 and to beat it all my parents (from Ohio) and cousin from England were on their way in to see NIkki (my neice, her b-day) they would be at my house at 3! SO, then boss calls and says I have 2 more stops, one is a stat...ok so I leave psc and go to one and then theother barely making it to PT by 1pm. Got outta there at 2 and booked it home to let dog out (poor thing!) and leave note for parents that door is open - excuse the mess- cruised over to NH (now 230) and 5 of the 8 pt's were playing BINGO in the DR...so with no help at all I had to wheel em one by one in and out of the beauty shop as I was not wheeling em all the way back to their rooms! I sure hope no one missed a BINGO! Anyhoo, 1 1/2 hrs later I get home, change and we leave to go to brother's for nieces b-day party! My cousin was afraid of the hollars as she hates heights and after eating nothing but a south beach breakfast bar I was starving...ahh but the pizza is cold - I almost helped myself, haha...anyhoo we didn't leave there until like 830, got home and had to take cousin to motel (she wanted alone time) and went to get sugar! I think I got to bed at midnight! It was horrible and then I woke up late - at 6!!! As if things cant get any worse I had the fear of that same nh calling and ratting me out! SO anyway, I stuck another 8 pts there in 45 mins! Dunno why I couldn't get em yesterday am! SO needless to say the only dieting I accomplished yesterday was to weigh in at 180! YIKES! When I got home today I realized I had forgotten to activate me website and now I have to redo it! GGGRRRAH!! So there is my crap from yesterday, LOL. UGH I need a shower, best go get that taken care of as there was no time to dilly dally this morning! DH is working lots of OT these days, not getting home until 730/8, starting at 7! He's such a peach and my dog is acting funny, hiding in BR...dunno what her problem is. Lack of attention I'd reckon. Um I think I rambled...well BROOKE I think you said you needed a Katt post, well there it is, haha! Babydust and bellyrubs! WIshing big Os and BFPs!

Tanya, hang in there girl! You are such a sweet person and I'm sure a wonderful loving mom. We are all here for you :) Robyn, I'm so happy ds is home safely. It must be a pain to deal with an ex. It would be fun to hear your dh on here. I know I can bitch about my dh, but that's just venting. I'm sure all of us do. My dh is great husband and even better father. I had to give him some credit. Katt, I'm glad to see you posting, it's not the same without you!! Happy anniversary Kathy, I hope you're doing something fun to celebrate.

I'M BACK! Hey ERIN_ What you're feeling totally makes sense; granted, dh and I have issues like hypothyroid and low motility...and it sucks so bad when ya actually stop and think about it. When those ugly thoughts enter my mind I try my damnedest to shove em off, but then again they just come back 3fold and I wind up and emotional basket case! Please don't think you're going mental as you're far from it girl! At work today, the psc, its clinic day - new sign ins for behavioral and drug use help. Anyway, there was a man standing outside my cubby carrying on a FULL conversation w/someone that wasn't there. It was quite intriguing as he was discussing our president and some boy/man that should be a son if he'd just seek paternity...It was very strange the things he was saying, totally futuristic too which puts an interesting spin on it. Believe me girl, we may "go mental" from time to time but never think of yourself that way! BLASTED HORMONES!

Katt, so glad you're back - what a wild day! I'm exhausted just reading about it!! Tanya, hang in there sweetie. Don't be so hard on yourself - you're a wonderful person - and I can guarantee you that we all have things we don't like about ourselves and want to change, but change is so hard. I know you want to lose weight to help with ttc and your health, but don't beat yourself up. One day at a time and we are all here for you. Erin, I usually get really down around AF too. If it wasn't for all of you I don't know what I'd do at that time - yep, I feel TOTALLY mental during AF these days. Robyn, sorry about your dumb ex... I'm so glad DH is there for your son! lqtoo, the hormones can definitely make you nuts - I had a NP put me on a different type of birth control pill after DH and I got married (she got some sort of perk from using the kind she switched me too - the creep). Anyway, for that year I was totally insane - would fly off the handle - DH was a royal p.i.t.a. at the time too, so that didn't help - I hate to admit it, but I actually hit him once during that time. Anyway, went back on the other BCP's and all was back to normal - they can really mess you up - our hormones are wacky enough without us messing with them!! Haha! Tammy, wishing AF away for you!! bye

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Mommy2josh.......Beauty is on the inside...It really doesn't matter how much you weigh or how big you are, or how pretty you are. Some on the thinnest, pretties girls (and guys) are the biggest jerks. I am a very petite girl and you know what? I really honestly wish I could gain some weight. I am sick of being called anorexic and a toothpick and so on. it really sucks being thin too. So don't be so hard on yourself. We are all too hard on ourselves these days because of what we think "society deems acceptable." As long as we accept ourselves, that is all that should matter.

Katt you are a TOTAL trip!!! I am LMAO I am sorry to hear about your VERY crappy day yesterday. As for the weight issue I am right there sister!! I hear ya. I miss your stories. <bl> I am sure all of our DH's are great they just have their moments. I am definitely the one with the attitude in our relationship. Me and son just went to look at our new house.; I cannot wait to get into it. We are so damn cramped living in a 1br/1bath with 3 people and 3 cats. We arent going to know what to do with a huge house. 3 bedrooms and 4 bathrooms and 3 stories. We laugh that we will all just cram ourselves into 1 room together and wait outside the bathroom for the next one to get out. Anyway gonna do some laundry wil check back in.

I'm 30, dh is 31 been ttc for 15 months. I have PCOS. I'm on my first cycle with Femara and Ovidrel. Femara worked(24 mm follicle). Took the Ovidrel yesterday and bd. My dr said I should know by the 25th of this month if it worked. If AF doesn't come by the 24 I'm supposed to test. Good luck ladies!!!

<skeeter> good luck to you. I am 37 DH is 33 we have been married for 8 weeks and have been TTC for a year. Been seeing an RE since Feb. I am on 3rd round of Clomid started at 50mg and now to 150mg with Ovidrel Injection also. My issue is ovulation they finally got me to O on the 3rd round with the shot. I am on CD23 AF is due on the 18th. This was a natural cycle we were on our honeymoon.

AF came today... I feel like just crawling in bed and crying.

Katt, glad to see you are back in full force!! Robyn, I know the pain of sharing one bathroom all too well. It will make you enjoy the new house even more. Our addition is only weather tight at this point. We are not moving any further incase of paying for fertility. I figured, we have the rest of our lives for a nice house and only a few years left to conceive. I'm sure in no time you will be filling up another room in your new house! And yes, all dh's have their moments!!!(especially mine :)

Denise, I'm so sorry. The first day of af can be unbearable. I know it's sooo hard.

<dmk> I am sorry about AF. I know it sucks but we are here for you.

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First off, thanks guys for being so sweet. So you would understand, I do not wish to be THIN. I would like to get to size 10, and not for anyone else's benefit, but for my own. You guys are awesome and have become a very important part of my life. Some of us come and go, but there is always someone here to talk to. So thank you from the very bottom of my heart. (((((hugs)))))). Denise hon, so sorry about AF. It will happen for us all one day. Robyn, it must be great to have your son back. As for your ex, just have the satisfaction of knowing that he is misserable. Otherwise why would he ask questions. As for who the real dad is, it takes more then a sperm donor to play that role. Your boy is smart enough to figure it out on his own and should be left to do so. Hope you get to move soon, your house sounds awesome. Katt, so glad you are back. Though I was confused by some abbreviations in your story, I got the point :).

Thanks TANYA had I spelled it all out we'd have to start a chap 3, lol! For the Fluffy Club...I weighed in at a whopping 180! I haven't done so well w/the healthy foods these couple days, but for dinner dh is bringing me home a Cobb Salad from tgif and yes bleu chesse is the culpret ;P tomorrow I will take my breakfast ie 2 hb eggs, 6 triscuts, slice of cheese & applesauce. for lunch will be a south beach bar and quaker steak & lube outing for dinner! I guess I'd need to include a couple snacks. Should eat 6 small meals a day! keeps the metabolism going. Have yet to begin my eliptical as planned - I really need to figure out a way to do it in the am, but who wants to exercise at 3am! not I! Hmm...shouldn't exercise in evenings, can cause sleep disturbences...so I guess I'll fit it in somehow. Ok gonna go get my vittles! Supernova on tonight after BB - gonna take another stab at watching it. KELLEY_ are you reeeling from my long post or what girl, haha! Hellos to the missing - miss you girls - come back soon!!! BABYDUST cyas!