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I have failed to get pregnant naturally for 14months also failed on clomid 50mg alone for 4 cycles and have failed 2 IUI's with clomid50mg this past 2 cycles. I am now about to do a 3rd IUI on clomid50mg for a 7th cycle. I'm SLOWLY LOSING HOPE. Lately feel like not taking my metformin and prenatal multivitamins - feel like there is no use in trying anymore! I don't think my doctor is doing her best in inseminating me - she herself said she don't think she got it into my uterus far enough but she still takes full payment. I asked my doctor to prescribe me HMG to help my eggs mature so that I'll have better chances of conceiving, she said no that all it does is produce more follicles but I read on a website that it don't just produce more follicles but that it makes them grow to mature size, which is true? I'm so confused.
The first doctor I went to I asked him to prescribe me clomid(I'd already researched on it beforehand) he declined and said we have to run tests first - which was fine with me but he kept stalling me on purpose for 7months, I remember the first day I had an appointment with him I went with my boyfriend(now my husband), he had pulled me aside in a room and questioned me about my bf which I thought was unethical of a doctor(He was prejudicial towards our 25yr age difference-questioning me about his age,etc)- the problem of infertility is all me(pcos,insulin resistance,left blocked tube) my husband's SA came back normal.
I am so confused about which doctor is trustworthy and if they are actually doing their job, my present doctor gave us her card with a beeper # to reach her at anytime which I have been trying to reach her whole weekend- probadly beeped her about 10 times needing to talk about my prescription,irregular seeming period and when I should come in for ultrasounds/most likely day of IUI so that I can take off work those days,etc. to no avail, finally my husband called the hospital where she works and told our situation TWICE, she finally called this morning saying she was snowed in upstate - what does that have to do with her beeper and cell? she could still of called.
My husband and I or rather I decided that if this IUI dont work that we should consider looking into IVF grants, put I am so confused and worried cause I dont know if these people won't also stall in helping us get pregnant because of their prejudice.
I really hope this 3rd IUI works....
This is so depressing
ALOT OF BABYDUST TO ALL TTC
GOD BLESS
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