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Hi Tanya, i have so missed not talking to you. 2 different IVF nurses called Monday morning and said that we should be able to start right away again and the month wait will be good for my uterus to go back to normal and they said maybe i would get my period by then but i wont because i unless i am on meds i probably wouldnt get it for a while. The nurses said when we see the RE on March 28th that they should be able to get the protocol ready for the next cycle I am sure sometime in April we can start again. This cycle will be a frozen cycle since with Shared Risk you have to alternate cycle by cycle. We have 4 frozen embryos right now.

Robyn, everything you're feeling is totally normal. It's good that you already are in motion to start with ivf again. I think it's wonderful that Jason is home this week to stay with you.

Brooke thanks i hope the emotions will subside i am sure they will. I dont want fail the next cycle but the reality of it is there. I sound like a broken record and just look forward to next month to talk with them and get started. Anyway i took a half of vicoden and am starting to get sleepy so i will be back.

Robyn, I don't blame you for wanting to get pregnant right away especially after such a loss. Have you thought of talking to a counselor about what you're going through? It might help you heal emotionally.

Brooke i dont think i need to talk to a counselor its just raw emotion right now. If it gets too much than i will seek help for it but i have such a great support system my husband, family and great friends (meaning all of you) i will survive. It hurts and most of you have gone thru m/c or forced terminations so we can all relate. Maybe i was further than most actually i think Kelley was the furthest i think she said 23 weeks thats just beyond words awful. Talk about having strength to go on. Thats what strength is and now she has 2 kids. It will happen again for me.

Robyn, you're right it WILL happen again for you. It's so nice that you have such a great support system. As long as you continue to share your emotions, you'll feel better. I love ya girl!!!!

Hi girls ... I just have a few mins, wanted to tell Robyn how brave I think she is and apologize for not posting yesterday ... Saydie had a doc appt, she's doing great, 9lbs,9oz and had her first set of vaccinations ... anyway, I thought about you and Jason alot and was sending love your way ... you WILL have a baby really soon!! HUGS and hello to everyone else, will post and reply to everyone soon!

Kelley thanks sweetie for the well wishes and encouragment. Glad Saydie is coming along so well and getting big. Have a great night.

Morning girls,how is everyone?Does anyone want to start a new thread?This one is so long and my computer is loading it alot slower!!Please start a new thread!!.Robyn how are you feeling?Im thinking about you,and sending you alot of love.The way you feel is very normal,i was very upset when i had my first m/c at around 10wks.They had did an u/s and seen two sacs but they did not know if one was empty or not and they sent me home to m/c.I cried and i cursed and i felt like shit.But you are strong and very brave and very determined and you will have a baby very soon.You did nothing wrong Robyn,what happened there was no way you could have prevented it from happening,dont ever blame yourself honey.You did everything you were suppose to do.How is evryone else doing?I am going to try and post again for the last time before i go in the hospital,and it would be great to have a new thread going before i have to not post for a few days"wink wink"if someone wants to do the honers.I have alot to do today to get things ready for when i leave in the morning.I love each and everyone of you.

Hi girls! Robyn, you are in my thoughts all the time. I know I felt when I miscarried, I can't imagine what you are going through. You seem to be keeping positive. Rhonda, gl with the c-section. I pray everything will go smoothly! Kelly it sounds like everthing is going good for you. Tanya, what is going on with you? Are you still on a ttc hiatus? How was DH's bday? Katt, I hope you find a good deal on a car. Brook how far along are you now? cmel, gl on beta. How is your dad doing? I am doing good. I miss you girls. I am just trying to keep my ttc sanity. I meet with my RE in March about the next step. So we will wait and see what she says. My dad is doing ok. He has been real queasy and sleeps all the time. He has very little appetite. Hi treatment ends on Monday. I pray he will feel better soon. It is just a waiting game to see when his tumor comes back now. I have to get ready for work. I will check back later.

Morning girls. Robyn how are you feeling? Well, when it rains it pours, when it comes to me. Last year my boss settled my personal injury case for me. Actually I settled it myself but used his name, and now he sends me a 1099 form like its taxable income. URGHHHHHHHH. I just spent an hour on the phone with the IRS, trying to resolve it. Ok, I'll be back in a few minutes. Love yas.

Good Morning girls ... RHONDA, why don't you start the new thread? I think it's appropriate since you are the next one to have a baby. If I don't get a chance to post again today, I want to wish you all the best for tomorrow, I hope that the delivery goes as smoothly as possible and that your recovery is speedy. I hope that Sophie is an easy going baby so that you can get some much needed rest. KATHY, I am anxious to hear about what the next step will be for you, will you do IUI again? ROBYN, I hope that you are resting and healing, in heart and in spirit. KATT, how's the car hunt going? TANYA, I miss you, hopefully you will be feeling better soon. GAYLE, I haven't received The Secret yet, but I'll let you know as soon as I do, should be by early next week. CARON, sorry to hear about the job, I also have an hour commute to work, not fun. ESMERELDA, I hope that you will let us know how you are doing, and I hope that somehow your dream of having a baby comes true. Hi to everyone else, I will check in later.

Kelley i would be honered to start the new thread,part 3 coming up.