please, i would really appreciate your opinions
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Kiimi - May 2

thanx but should i start taking it now? b/c i might be pregnant now would it help anything? the asprin that is

 

billsgirl - May 2

thanks kalindi, it always is nice to hear the success stories! kiimi- i definately would.

 

billsgirl - May 2

btw- my bbs have hurt for a really long time. i have breast implants, so i didnt really have any feelings in my nipples- at least not if something was to brush against them. so i was sitting here at the desk and bent down and they brushed against the egde of the desk-- oouch! i noticed the entire thing was in pain, but now my nipples are so sensitive. anyway, i went to look at them in the mirror and they look huge! and also i notice that there seems to be a brownish ringaround the aereola(sp?)
i guess there always a little brown cuase im part filipino- or- i could just be that im imagining it. i dont know. i cant wait to find out--uhg!

 

Kiimi - May 2

well that sounds like a really good sign, i am still having doubts and i know im going nuts too!!

 

Kiimi - May 3

so, im still spotting today but lighter and still just brown. last night the strangest thing happened, my boyfriend and i smoke well im trying to quit im down to like 4 a day right now, but our ash tray sits on the window sil above our bed and its always there and for the first time last night i smelled it, oh my gosh it reaked of cigarette butts it was making me sick. i hope that is a good sign. billsgirl, how are you doing today? still spotting? oh how i want to test so bad!!! but im out and making myself refrain from buying any for a couple more days

 

billsgirl - May 3

hey kiimi- im in class right now- but real quick... nothing unusual today. i decided that i am going to try to keep my mind off of it, as hard as it may be. im afraid that i may just be giving myself symptome-- its happened before.
no i havent spotted at all but my back killed all dau yesterday. court be cause i have to sit up right for hours at a time- i'm going to school to be a court repoter. ttyl! oh, when are you going to test- what day, i wan toto the same day

 

billsgirl - May 3

i cant type for sh*t! im a smoker too, nasty habbit!

 

Kiimi - May 3

im not sure when im going to test, maybe sunday? but ive heard that an ovulation test will show positive if you are pregnant and i still had 4 left and i took the first 2 on tues and they were lighter than my one with the surge but i did another today and the lines are a little bit lighter than my surge day but the lines are about the same darkness, this all is just causing more confusion. im too trying not to think about it but i cant seem to accomplish that b/c i too have sworn that i was preggers b4 and swore i had symptoms and then it was all a hoax

 

billsgirl - May 3

about useing the ovulation kit to test- ive never heard of that. so what do the lines suggest. ive never used one so i dont know anything about the lines. so on my way home i saw a dollar store and got in the left lane to turn into it. as im sitting there to turn i tell my self, what the hell are you doing? so i left beacuse would rather not know for sure then to get anouthe neg. so have you stopped spotting or os ot getting lighter? i wish i had some too, because at least i would know something is going on in there. i havent had any. i checked yesterday, this is gross, but i tried to fell inside to see how low or high my cervix was. i dont know what i was expecting, cause i dont know if it is supossed to be high and hard or low and soft- either way, i wouldnt have anything to compare it to. so now the gross part- my cm was really hard and clumpy and white. i dont think it is a yeast imfection cause thereis absolutely no smell. so i went on line to research what is was and it only said infection and thrush if there is a bad smell. anyway, i dont produce alot of cm normally, so the only c onclusion i can come to is that it is a result from when i took the musinex to thin the cm- now that im not, mabe my body is reacting to that. any ideas? i forgot to ask, when is your mom gonna find out. you guys are gonna be like father of the bride 2!

 

Kiimi - May 3

haha thats funny, she is pretty sure she got her period and as for me i went to the bathroom and peed a couple minutes ago and there was a good amount of blood but (sorry if this is kinda gross) i pushed the t-paper inside me a bit to see if it would come out covered in blood and i figued it would but it was just brown again and this is right after i had some bleeding!!! now im really confused. and why the hell is my period so early if this is even it? and for the ovulation test thing go to peeonastick.com it has all the info you would ever need about pregnancy and ovulation tests. as for the cervix check i do it too but have heard so many different positions that it could be in when you are pregnant i dont think that it is a reliable factor and plus my cervix is tilted so its difficult for me to tell, mine always feels firm to me.

 

billsgirl - May 3

i really hope its not your period! it is way to soon- i think when i was pregnant with my son, the doc told me i had a double horned uterus- or something i dont remember. i wa s17 when i got preg the first time had him. then agian when he was 8 months old, i couldnt handle that so i did the unthinkable, then agian about a year later got pregnant again on a threesom- couldnt have that one. then a few years ago had a miscarrige, now i cant seem to get pregnant. i always wonder if i'm beong punished for the ones i didnt keep. but in my rationelle(sp?) i think it was the right thing to d cause there was no way i could have provided a good life to 3 kids at 19. anyway- i know your not my therapist, but it feels good to get thigs off my chest. as for you, my fingers are crossed, i hope we can join the first trimester board soon!

 

Kiimi - May 3

i hope that its not my period too and i know how you feel, getting things off your chest, its nice to have someone to talk to about this shit its so confusing and my boyfriend thinks im crazy sometimes so i try not to talk to him in detail about these problems, not to mention he doesnt understand what im going through phisically, i told him i was spotting and he was like "so soon? what? whats wrong with you?" like thats what i want to hear, ugh!! but i dont know if im gonna be able to hold out on testing til sunday if i had one id probably take it now b/c im so anxious to know

 

Kiimi - May 3

oh and just out of curiosity what state do you live in? i live in pa

 

billsgirl - May 3

i live east of cleve. ohio. my boyfriend thinks im crazy too. maybe not crazy, but definately obsessed. i guess i dont blame him since every month itell him im pregnant. i talk about this forum everyonce in a while, telling him stories of other women. the other day i was here reading peoples posts for like a hiur, he came and found me and gave me the dirtiest look. i tols him, im not obbsessed- he said - yes you are.men just arent that sensative. would today be 8 dpo? i wonder if anyone can get a positve tha soon. i think for sure in 2 days we can- i need to go to the grocery store later, mabe i'll buyone. but i know if i do bill will get mad.

 

Kiimi - May 3

haha doug did the same thing when he walked over and i was on this site "what the hell are you doing?" he says im obsessed too. its funny i have to go to the grocery store too and i was thinking of getting a test but i am bleeding lightly now but i took another ovulation test like an hour ago and it is darker than the one this morning, i hope that is a good sign but the bleeding is starting to worry me

 

Kiimi - May 3

oh an yeah today would be 8 dpo, sorry i lost my train of thought, your post had me laughing

 

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