Anyone TTC in June? Looking for cycle buddies ... PART 3
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mommy2josh - June 24

Morning ladies. Just wanted to check in and say hello. It has been VERY quet on this thread as if energy is leaking out somewhere. Well lets find the leak and plug it. I cant loose you gals, you hold my pieces like glue :). Leslie just in case I wont be able to check in Sunday, have a Happy BIrthday as it is a very special one. Kelley so glad Isabella is feeling better. When Josh had scarlet fever last year, it also followed strep throat. Katt hope its implant dip and spotting. Slowpoke, you should wait till Wednesday if possible to test. Love ya all. Have a good weekend everyone. Have to go spend sometime with DH as he is going to Poland for 10 days. xoxoxoxoxoxo

 

wannabeamom - June 24

Leslie, Happy Birthday!

 

na25 - June 24

GOOD MORNING GIRLS. HEY I GOT HIRED YESTERDAY~! HURAY!!!!!!!I went for info and assesment session (did all tests), then got the interview the same day and got hired. I am soooo happy :) Starting monday!!!!:)Oh, Leslie HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!As of ttc nothing new cd23 and not sure if ovulated or not,,,didn't bbt anymore...Still awaiting for prog. test results. (((Treysmommy)))miss ya....((Mommy2Josh)) how are you???Kelley i am glad Isabell is better :) hey all of you big hugs. TTYL

 

mommy2josh - June 24

Na, oh my god congrats. So happy for you. Had to stop by the office for a minute and so glad that I did. (((((((luck hugs for you))))))). I am great, going out with my girlfriends tonight. Looking forward to drinking some apple & raspberry martinis :). Love yas.

 

wannabeamom - June 24

Congrats Na!!!! I can't believe you start immediately. Do they have great benefits? I'm sure they do. WOO-HOO!!

 

kelley32 - June 24

GM gals ... Happy b-day to Leslie!!! I hope you have a wonderful day. Natasha, congrats on getting the job, I hope you love it! Katt, so glad that DH went to docs finally, what a relief that must have been ... hopefully this is just the start. Kathy, I hope you're OK, you don't say too much these days ... I hope that you will be back to your old self soon. Tanya, I have noticed that the thread gets pretty quiet sometimes but usually picks right back up shortly after ... I don't plan on leaving anytime soon! Well, Isabella seems a bit worse today again, doesn't really want to eat very much and is quite sleepy ... hoping that she improves again, we're supposed to go have dinner with friends and only agree to it because she was feeling so much better yesterday, oh well, we'll see how it goes. So, I think that I felt the baby move yesterday, it kinda felt like a small poke, but still not %100 sure ... it feels alot like gas, and the good Lord knows that I'm full of that!! Well, have a great day ladies, and I'll check back later.

 

slowpoke01 - June 24

GM ladies (KATT) glad dh went to the doc i knowa not all are vampiras..lol..sometimes you get one who doesnt have a clue the lady who usually does my lab work wasnt in thursday so now both of my arms are bruised..lol..had to tell dh's family that they were checking my iron since they know my iron gets low every now and then..lol..(Natasha w2g on the job) (kelley) hope that daughter is feeling better(leslie) happy birthday hope you have a good one(mommy2josh)hope you have fun with your girlfriends and to everyone else that i missed i am terribly sorry i am still half asleep but wanted to check in dh said that i have been burning up for 2 days when he wakes up at night he said i felt like an oven i am so tired too so i dont know still no signs but the burning up thing may be a good sign also dh's dads horses yesterday wouldnt leave me alone they were all following me around the field smelling my stomach which dh thought was weird..lol..i dont know not gonna get my hopes up my neice told me yesterday that i had a baby in my tummy and that i couldnt do nothing so she was trying to wait on me and she got her dr kit out and said that i had fevers..lol..she is so funny sometimes the stuff she comes up with she told me that she would sleep in her own room when my baby came out of my tummy and i told her she may be out of high school by that time..lol..anyways good luck all and have a great weekend i am thinking about you all

 

Katt - June 24

GM gals! NATASHA_ Congradulations on your new job!! KELLEY_ Sorry to hear Isabella took another spell - I certainly hope she gets better soon, my prayers are with your family;) So exciting you felt the baby move, what a joy and a relief that must be for you. JAMIEsp_ Another way to prevent the bruising is a good strong pressure bandage right after. I mean, cotton/gauze + the band-aid or tape should be so tight it may be uncomfortable to bend your arm, lol! Your neice sounds so cute! The horse thing though, that is natures way - maybe they ARE trying to tell you something! WELL GIRLS_ I woke to dryness and decided to test - BFN! Not 2 hours later Aunt Flo came-a-roaring! MOMMY2JOSH_ I definately had a leak and it's all plugged up now! Dunno how long it'll hold as I am bleeding like a stuck hog! She showed up while I was at a nursing home "on-call" UGH...I had to fold up some tp and sub for a liner, lol! On the way home from dropping the speciman off driving down the interstate at 75mph I started to tear up and then wondered, hmm what would happen if I just let go of the wheel and closed my eyes. I am so sick of everything...dh undermining everything I ask of him, ttc, stressing over what will happen w/o any maternity leave money, business startup, getting my books done - I am so emotionally exhausted I just want to crawl in a hole and never come out! I wouldn't have to worry no more about it, wouldn't have to pay the bills and then have no money to have fun cause it's all tied up and then wondering if I am no longer attractive to dh cause he can't use it for me anymore. My hormones are so f-ed up from trying to get my thyroid on track that I don't even have a clue when AF is coming anymore. I am tired of wishing and hoping for nothing! I sometimes think God is punishing me because I got a divorce and ran off to NY for another man. I just feel so f-ing alone and I really and truely don't know what to do. I think well I could leave my home, my dh and just runaway again as that is what I do when I cannot deal. I just close myself off, build the tallest wall I can. You girls are go wonderful, you don't deserve such negativity today. I am sorry, I just needed to let it out. My Mom said not to talk to her about dh and marital problems as she just worries so what am I left with...typing long drug out posts to wonderful people I can't even see or hang out with. It sucks. Just give me strength cause I am exhausted!

 

NicoleM - June 24

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((Katt
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I am so sorry. Please hang in there. You know cd1 is the worst day of the month. I'm worried about you. I don't know what to say to make you feel better - there is nothing really. I know what it is like to get so hopeless, but please believe that it will be okay. I love all of you girls and it just kills me when you are hurting! I also know what it's like not to have any support close by, but we are here for you even if we are far away. (((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))

 

slowpoke01 - June 24

Katt so sorry you are feeling down things will look better and letting go of the steering wheel is not the answer anytime you feel that way just get on here and type and dont worry about how long it is at least you are gettingt everything off your mind we are all here for you girl as i know it is hard to find enough strength some months to go on with the ttc journey but somehow we find it and keep going even though we feel like giving up on all of it we know that we cant it is like an obsession somehow you just keep going you are a really strong woman and i am here for you if you wnat to talk you know my email just type and dont worry about how long it is or what you say just type sometimes when a/f shows up i think why do i even bother why dont i just leave and give up on it all but i know i cant that i just have to keep going even though it gets harder with every cycle anytime you need a friend just email me i will do my best to give you encouragement you take care katt i am glad that you are posting and getting it out of your system try not to build a wall because all of us are here for you and we want you to talk to us not shut us out i know how it is without anyone to talk to because my family the only one who knows about fertility treatments is my sister and dh's family noone knows so i have a limited support system other than you girls and you girls are my lifeline so you cant leave me katt take care of yourself

 

wannabeamom - June 24

Katt, I am so sorry you are feeling this way. God isn't punishing you. That is not the it works. We punish ourselves unfortunately. People get divorced. You needed to do what was right for you. You are a beautiful person. It is difficult to feel good about our outer appearance. I don't know one woman who isn't concerned. Or man! As far as health insurance why don't you get a few quotes from a health insurance agent. It might be expensive but much less than without it. You have so much going on right now. Is there anything you can let go of to lighten your load a little? I wish I had the magical answers for you. I can say this though... You inspire me to go on and try. You are a good friend to me even though we never met. I am always here for you and I think we all are. Maybe take a day off for Katt. ((((((((((((((((KATT))))))))))))))))))

 

Katt - June 24

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH I KNEW THIS WAS THE PLACE TO GO! Y'ALL ARE SO GREAT AND LOYAL, I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU! I broke down on dh and he seems to understand I guess. He wants to do better and doesn't want to hurt me. He is being so nice to me so I asked if he could be that way all the time - he gave me a hug and said he would try really hard because he wants to be in my life for as long as we remember eachother; meaning senility I suppose. I don't like feeling depressed, it sucks, I try so hard to be strong and positive I wind up in crash-n-burn mode. DH said he wants the Wellbutrin so we both can use it for our heads as well as quitting smoking. He's gonna forfeit WWE Smackdown to watch a movie w/me! That in itself is nice. I get so stressed because I am constantly thinking of ways to help him and others and he only thinks about himself so I guess this is a baby step for him and I suppose that's the way it comes for men, lol. I am however quite the walking zombie today, a bit shaky and cold. I can't really move to quickly w/o getting a bit dizzy. Dunno whats up with that. Well I will go take some ME time like Kathy suggested and check in on y'all later. THANK YOU GIRLS you're so AWESOME!
((((((((GROUP HUG)))))))))

 

NicoleM - June 24

Katt, I'm glad DH is trying to be supportive. I think they just have a hard time understanding how we feel. Have you talked to your doc about all the spotting you had this month? I think you should mention it as well as this dizziness. Have you ever had an u/s? Well, I hope you and DH enjoy the rest of the weekend together. I'm going to take a little break from all this moving stuff and have a beer! Oh, big congrats, Natasha on the job!! Yay!!!! And Kelley, I sure hope Isabella will feel better soon. Kathy, how are you feeling today?? I hope you're still doing better. And to everyone else... have a great weekend!!!

 

Katt - June 24

I haven't talked to OB yet and Alt doc was waiting to see if I was pg as he said precum could be the culpret. I am going to request the surgery, problem is I can't do it in July as I have vacation plans and I am afraid of the time I'll be laid up off work?? I suspect I have endo, some people live with it and others don't but with this much spotting every couple of months I can only assume my innards are covered with the stuff. Anyhoo, NICOLE I think I will join you for that beer!

 

Katt - June 25

is anyone having trouble loading our thread? Maybe we need a part 4?

 

Katt - June 25

hey girls, I started a new thread Part 4 hope ya don't mind. Having a hard time loading part 3 it's soo long. Anyhoo, keep up your "notepad" and FOLLOW ME...

 

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