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Hey,I did not go on any thread and claim to be a 15yr old girl.I know i made a false post on another board and i felt real bad for it.But i have no clue what that girl was talking about.The first time i posted on this forum was when i came to join your thread with the other girls.I know you are all close and i dont want to get anybody mad at anyone so i guess i should just butt out.I have this stupied disorder"saying disorder is less embarrasing than saying mental disorder"But no i did not make a post saying i was a child.My life was complete hell from the age of three up til i was 16yrs old.But thank you so much for taking time to care about someone like me.You were all really nice but that Robyn she is really against me,cant say that i blame her though.I messed up,we are only human though.But i just wanted to tell you that i swear and cross my heart it was not me who posted i was 15 yrs old.It is probably hard but please beleive me Shauna i never posted anything like that.Even finding this forum was an accident.And once again thank you for your kindness.
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hey all eyes..i am sorry that you are getting treated that way. we are suppossed to be supportive of each other on here and like i said we all have faults and i know there isnt a single woman on here that can honestly say that they are perfect and that they have never lied...there was only 1 perfect person on this earth and that was jesus and as far as i know he hasnt returned yet..i am sorry about the way everything has gone..i dont believe that anyone has the right to judge someone else..and to me to bring your faults up in front of everyone is wrong..i hope that you are doing alright
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Hey SLOW and ALLEYES...I posted to the other thread (the one I made up). Is there any chance in hell YOU ( and I use it loosely) could have posted that you were 15, ALLEYES. My friends uncle has 8 personalities. He jokes that you only have to invite him to a party and it is still fun talking to everyone. hee hee. Do you have any idea where ' you ' might have posted?? This next part is to be taken as funny ( I have a dry sense of humor ).....You are on here so you can multipy but this is getting rediculous...LOL. hee hee. SLOW... yah I have faults big enough to fill a house I think...but we dont come on here to say....Im an alcohol, bipolar, recovering methhead..... We come on to say that we have beautiful children and a**hole husbands...we have no faults, just the dhs. I really care about all the woman I have encountered on this site....each one has a special place in my heart...I am just miffed at one right now and I cant tell her...cuz of the golden rule...I feel like I am on an episode of Big Brother....and yet again i am up for eviction....except I evicted myself. lol. Now I am babbling....bye for now.
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shauna i totally agree with you KAYLA how are you doing? i saw what you wrote on the thread and i am glad that you said something to them about it. you are a very brave person but you shouldnt have to keep defending yourself. good luck you 2
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Slowpoke and Shauna,I would hate to think i could have posted as a 15 yr old child,i would be pretty upset if that was the case but i strongly beleive i did not.The dr's i seen when i was diagnoised with this crap beleive my sexuall abuse was the cause of my disorder,they said it was my way of escaping the memory of abuse or something similar to that.But i can see why most of the girls on your thread reacted the way they did.They see me as a dishonest person and i can understand that.I know one time my dh use to call me tom,tom was a personality i had that was a man and he was violent to himself,i had gave myself a black eye at that time being this tom person and i had also cut myself with something sharp,we dont know if it was knife or what it was,but my dh would tell me he loves me but hates tom.b/f i knew i had mpd i was in the hospital b/c i had a breakdown and my dr made me keep a journal while i was in the hospital and they found two different personalities they had given me many forms of treatment.Therapy was the first step in controlling it.Then some meds followed it and after several yrs they have taken away the meds and im not as bad as i use to be.I have even once had a guy show up at our house to buy my dh 3030.I knew nothing about it but had apparently talked to this guy and offered to sell it to him,me and dh almost split up several times b/c of all the crap going on with this.But all i can do is keep managing it,i mean it will never be cured but can improve loads.And yes slowpoke i had to go on that thread you girls have and tell Robyn i did not do that.but i dont want to make anyone feel uncomfortable.
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Yah dont go on anymore they dont believe you anyways so why bother. The way I look at is this....I dont know you....I dont know anybody on here. You and SLOW could be 50 yr old men.....who knows....but unless you are annoying me or asking for my # then I would never find out the truth. Did you hear about the oprah book club 'scandle' with the author who made up the book that he lead everybody to believe was the truth???? Well Oprah went all crazy and told him off and all that. You know what .....this is like that.....did oprah enjoy the book....YES, she put it on her book club.....Do I enjoy talking to you guys....YES, does it matter if you are not telling the truth....NO I am ' enjoying the read ' lol. So ignorance is bliss!!! And I am a very happy gal. hee hee.
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