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Sorry Lori and Tracy you feel the same way! I find I have a whole different level to ttc #2. Before it was heartbreaking and sad. This tiime around I feel really angry. My body did do it 2 x's before. I am angry about m/c and really angry at my body for letting me down. I think that is why my diet has gone out the window. I think I am subconsciously trying to punish my body??? I had another friend call me over the weekend, she is pg-38 and wondering if she should keep the baby because she feels like she is too old. It is her and her dh's 1st. She wasn't even trying. Then there is my damn body...! I have a hard time even having sex anymore, I think my body is flawed because of all this ttc unsucessfully. Sorry, I just have never been able to tell anyone this before. I tried to tell dh, but he doesn't get it. Sorry ladies, I don't mean to be so down. Big hugs1 |
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Hey ladies. I know what you mean by everyone saying to pray. But how much can you actually. I believe and I pray. But i have been and go figure my sister-in-law and her husband are Ministers.. and i still can't get a answer....LOL. just thought you all might smile on that. It is true though. But don't worry my sister in law and I talk about it all time. She has been waiting patiently for years to be an aunt. and she does try to help with positive thoughts for everyone. .. Baby Dust and Happy Thoughts to all. |
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Can I tell you what i hate. Whenever i get a box of chocolates. I always seem to pick the one that doesn't tell you what they are. nothing like picking a marmalade one on my first pick. YUCK> |
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d - we'll just call you Forrest from now on....... Forrest Gump that is, LOL. Thanks for reminding us to laugh!! |
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Lori, Tracy, and jcr..I feel EXACTLY how all three of you do and can relate to you each in different ways. It is pretty ironic that you al posted this stuff today..I think thats where I was headed in my post yesterday and now the doom and gloom is really with me today. Lori, I think you are right, its that point in our cycles where we feel the most pressured to make it happen. I know taking some time off w/o the drugs etc is nice, but really, I feel really helpless without it all. I know I should keep thinking that its just another month that we wont be pregnant, but it hurts and is really hard. jcr, I too am angry and really frustrated. I dont understand any of this anymore, and I am so sick of it being a problem for me. jcr, I get the whole sex thing to. I feel like the only time I want it is when we are trying, and all the fun has left the building quite some time ago. Its hard to bring it back and not concentrate on baby making. Really, I have tried and have not had so much success. d, thanks for bringing some positive energy to the thread. Right now, I think we all could use a pick me up. Hang in there guys. I know it sucks, but what other choice do we have ? |
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Forrest Gump. I didn't even think of that when i posted. LMAO.. |
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Gloom is what we feel, but we are ENTITLED!!!! That's why I just say cry. Why avoid the feelings if they are real. There is no pretending that it does not affect us.And yes, it is the time when feel it's do or die. I'm just as sick of the roller coaster as all of you. I know I'm crazy, but I just watched an hour of, "A Baby Story" on TLC. I like to watch it because it makes me cry and I get my feelings out. I probably only see the show once a week when I 'm not at work, so don't worry, I don't have a daily pitty party for myself. You know what guys, we are gonna make through all this one way or another, so instead of praying for a baby, let's just pray for patience. |
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Lynn--how the heck are ya? |
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By the way, I just read my previous post and I left some words out. Sorry, I seem unedumacated!!! |
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Ladies I got a dumb question. Even if I ovulated late af should have been here right? meaning my luteal phase also shifted this month. I got +++opks new yearsrs. and then +++again on about the jan 10th-12th.. I just don't get it anymore. No matter how much reading i do. I can never find a answer to that. Sorry if it was a dumb ? but i am lost on that answer. The only thing I can think of is maybe i did ovulate late and it is implanting now. that is why i was having cramps. and the bb's still don't hurt. trying to stay busy here. cleaning the house. Baby Dust and Happy Thoughts to all.----- |
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d - I am a little confused, you got a + opk on the 1st and then again around the 10th - 12th of January? What day did your cycle start on? |
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20th of Dec. it started. I got +++ New Years on opk. and then again on the second dates. Thinking that maybe I just didn't ovulate on New Years. confusing I know. my cycles are only 28 days. Have been for 17 years. i can't remember the few years before that I think they were 30. |
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d - Hmm, I re-read your post from this morning, and the only thing I can say is wait a few days to test again if af does not show up. Sorry, that I can't be of more help. |
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Lori-I am sorry, I was just sitting here working away and I realized I never told you in my post..Good luck whatever you decide to do this month, natural or otherwise. Its a hard decision and only you and dh know whats right. But-was just thinking of you... |
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d, I dont know the answer to your question either, but it looks from your other posts like you are on cd 30 right ? I would test Sunday and see what you get.. |
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Hey CC. Today is day 31. just barely. |
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